That distant yet very distinct feeling… of just being numb to everything around. I’m very aware, but I feel like I’m in my own zone. Like nothing can get in the bubble.
Last I felt that way was years ago in a different context of my life, today is worlds different from then. But the feeling, the state is the same.
On the plus side though… I’m focused and vigilant.
Despite keeping myself busy today… it didn’t help. It’s been a year and still feels like yesterday. I miss you, pray for you, and hope we meet again in jannah.
Anonymous asked: Any advice for someone whose having a hard time?
Well it depends a hard time with what?
In a general sense I would say just keep harder than your hard times. You’ll grow through it, no matter how hopeless or dark things seem at the moment.
If u specify though I might be able to help better. Hope u get through it regardless :)
More and more I realize how much of a gift and a curse all my life experiences are. Quite the double edged sword.
But regardless I’m thankful, no regrets.
Doing the right thing isn’t always the easiest route, but it always brings peace of mind at the end of the day.